Jurong Chinese Orchestra!

Sunday, August 3, 2008
okie, i wanna blog about some stuff.
although i know not alot of people is going to read this, but I just wan it to be heard, I just wan to show my appreciation to everyone who has helped during my journey as a P
jjcco 07 committee
President : Karen Kweok
Vice President : Tan Pei Ting
Secretary: Amy Tee
Treasurer: Heng Ming Xuan
Instrument In Charge: Cassandra
Welfare Comm: Chan Jing Ni (I/C)
James Eng Wee Lat
Li Run Yuan
Cheryl Aw
Sectional Leader: String: Ivy
Wind: Lim Zhi Chiaw
Plucking: Seet Sinying
jjcco08 committee
President : Teo Teck Jin
Vice President : Shu Rong
Secretary: Winnie Choo
Treasurer: Tham Kah Kay
Instrument In Charge: Samantha Sim
Welfare Comm: Jasmine
Sectional Leader: String: Samantha Sim
Wind: Teo Teck Jin
Plucking: Si Jia
Percussion: James Eng Wee Lat
Looking at the present condition now, I'm somewhat so glad that I managed to pull through the one year of tormenting stress and demoralisation.
Of course there's once when I totally broke down, but peiting was there to clear up the mess for me. I'm always the one who's saying I wan to quit, but peiting will not be the one to say that, she's the one who will die die hang on. yep, prob she's taking things less lightly then me.
No matter how much she disappoints me in her attitude towards work, but sometimes she should just be applaudable because she comes and help only when i'm on the perk of dying off.
The fact is that at least she helps.
and the thing she is best in is shouting at mr yee when mr yee is really going off track. That incident last yr in staffroom with mr yee, mr yeo and peiting, was indeed an unforgettable one.
And I am glad that pt is 'gong si fen ming' enough, to really work things out even when we had problems, although her commitment levels in CO is really low, but she did help in times of emergency luh.
seriously i couldnt have survived without her.
(so to teckjin: U cant be the only pillar)
Problems faced last year wasnt light
No money for practices etc.
but I'm glad and I appreciate those who came in and help me with it, or some form of moral encouragement. Like Jing Ni, etc, basically the whole committee.
I have to admit, Mr yee did help, to help us find performances. to keep CO activities going on.
Like he find one opportunity for us to perform, the rest is up to me to go and navigate the rest of the problems.
I guess it was the SYF that really bond the current J2s tgt, and the fact that I wouldnt get much of a prob with attendance. cos I just did my attendance list for whole j2s to be keyed into school system. I got 75% and above for each practice. Thats applaudable yea?
And I wanna show my appreciation to SinYing, who reluctantly be the student conductor during last yr de outdoor performances. I know its hard on her, but I'm still very glad by the fact that she overcome her fear and stood up on the stage.
Followed by Amy, who was the student conductor for the j1 civics performance.
Initially it was supposed to be Jing Ni, but she disappeared out of sudden. and thanks amy for substituting in her place and carry on the job as student conductor.
For people in J2s:
I wanna say something.
I went back to CO like 2 weeks ago.
Zhao lao shi praised us for carrying out the J1 civics performance so successfully.
he supported his praises by the fact that there're many more newcomers joining co after the performance.
I dunno how relevant is that, but I just feel that this is a praise from Zhao lao Shi that ought to be known to u all ((:
ur efforts paid off, sacrificing the time for maths test for the performance. thanks.
And I just wan to let everyone know, I appreciate u j2s for turning up for practices frequently enough. For the presence of each and every one of you boost my moral to carry on strong.
Especially for erhu section, linda and jingmin. I know there's very little ppl in erhu section, and it really takes alot of courage to play when there's so few erhu peeps. I'm glad that most of the time, both of u didn't left me alone, cos i am also, as afraid as you 2 to play in the orchestra when there's only so few erhu peeps.
and Ivy. I wan to be honest here.
she didn't fulfill her job as sectional leader. so basically im the one taking care of erhu peeps and stuff here. but i still appreciate that she turn up for performances though (:
And her irresponsibility serves as a problem for me. cos I have to take care of erhu section as well. nevertheless, I realized, all these was blessing in disguise. cos with that, I know how to repair an erhu from top to bottom. cool ((:
And to seniors, esp the ex comm who decides the co07 committee:
I used to rant, how hard life is difficult for me, to work with a person with total exact opposite personality of me, and thats peiting.
but when I was choosing the new comm for co08 batch
I realised, the combination of me and peiting would have been the best combination for problems and situations in CO in JJ.
No matter how unhappy I was, I agree that this was the best for CO.
and thanks serene and peiying for offering invaluable advices when I'm really in need of it. =D
And that time when I took over, I knew nuts about things in JJCO.
It is totally different as compared to sec sch co.
I felt that I've been left in a lurch.
full of problems etc, nobody came and help me T.T furthermore then i was having prob with pt, that makes situations worse only.
But now i realised, those are the things that I have to learn myself.
cos now no matter how much I tell the current P the loopholes and etc, he just cant understand. and I suppose, those are the things which he really got to learn for himself.
and true enough, I've learnt alot alot things from 1 year of experience in JJCCO, although most of this weren't and can't be written on SGC or testimonial, the things that I've learnt are invaluable. Even if u got tens of millions, you couldnt buy it.
lol, and i appreciate the j1s for joining CO. ((:
the times when u all arrived earlier than me on Saturday morning, lol, that really makes me very happy. really. it is sort of moral boost for me, and a pleasant start for the practices.
In my POV
no matter how much you disappoints me, no matter how much u angst me, no matter how many times a few of you gave me attitude and no longer now in co,
the fact that you are or you were in CO and had went thru the SYF period is the reason to treat each and every one of you nicely.
and because I love each and every one of you in CO.
I fianlly found the reason to why I love everyone in CO
cos, I love CO
why
cos I like the music, i like the feeling to be part of a big group that produces nice music.
and CO is the place where I found my self esteem, by the fact that each event and activity were carried out successfully.
although I admit I am biased, for I treat people who are supposed to work with me nicer, like for example, peiting, cass, ming xuan, amy basically ppl in comm. and the few j1s in present comm now.
people whom I have higher tolerance levels to, are peiting and teckjin.
although some doesnt deserve me to be nice to them at all, I still stubbornly and stupidly choose to treat them nice.
yea, cos i love everyone, in CO
JJCCO;
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7:46 PM
OH MANN
I finally found the username and password for this account!!
but I've already step down. o.0
like more than one year never post.
hope everything will go well for the new committee eh.
okie its time for me to study.